Sunday, May 21, 2006;
♥ 8:13 PM
The All-American Rejects - It Ends Tonight
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all. And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don't want to need at all. The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted On this evening I give the final blow. When darkness turns to light, It ends tonight It ends tonight. A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain. You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted On this evening I give the final blow. [Chorus]
When darkness turns to light It ends tonight, It ends tonight. Just a little insight will make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when your blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside Now you're the first to know
[Chorus x2]
its a nice song. and it pretty much depicts my life now.. troubled kid i am.. tsktsk des. bah this is so emo.
but seriously. life is screwed. pretty much at least. feel so weird sometimes. sometimes i say weird things, sometimes i do things that i dont want. i wanna make that right, even in the least it would help.
tried to study GP, tried to read stuff, but all i read 2 or 3 times was the GP test and the compres.. did my chem assignment, but wonder whether the answers are right. i wonder if there are even right answers in life. in my life. or maybe im supposed to make the answers right.
anyway training was fun on saturday. miss training with jumpers alot haha.. it was really nice. long time to see them already coz of the self-training. did weights on sat.. and now my legs and arms aching like mad.
on friday went to studio with yuehao, played cds and tried to jam a bit, and i can play most of the songs already haha.. and yuehao was a bit pist coz my drums too loud he cant hear the guitar from the song haha xD sry yh.. but drums play loudloud then shuang. LOL. ok nvm. nxt time maybe ang and lang shud go too, hopefully yamaha allows that. or we can do that SECRETLY muahahaha.
lol okies i think i go watch sg idol now. cant wait to play badminton tmr during PE. and i shud really get rid of all this angst and boredom inside me. if i manage to. haha cya all in school (:
round and round we go...
